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Art Created by Survivors to Increase Public Awareness and Prevention

NERVEmber and AEDM

Photo of flames with impressions of a woman's face
“LaFemme Pompier a.k.a. Vesta”

November is Nerve Pain Awareness Month and Art Every Day Month (AEDM)

“NERVEmber ® brings awareness to conditions that have nerve pain as a symptom. The International Pain Foundation hosts the OFFICIAL NERVEmber project events each year. Since its inception, tens of thousands of nerve pain patients and organizations have signed on to help promote NERVEmber.

Just a few minutes ago, it dawned on me that putting these here may be more useful than posting them where I had been putting them. So, here are some social media posts I’ve shared these last few weeks about the Nerve Pain Conditions which have had an impact on my life. There is a lot of info in this post. Pace yourself.

A known consequential condition of spinal adhesive arachnoiditis,
“Complex Regional Pain Syndrome (CRPS) can affect the bone marrow, leading to bone thinning or excess bone growth. In rare cases, the bones may become rough or enlarged.
CRPS is a painful disease that occurs when the sympathetic nervous system goes awry. It can cause a variety of symptoms, including:
Pain
Swelling
Redness
Temperature changes
Hypersensitivity, especially to cold and touch
Muscle spasms and tightening
CRPS can also cause the affected limb to become cold and pale. Over time, the condition can become irreversible. In some cases it can spread to other areas of the body.
CRPS is sometimes associated with bone marrow edema syndrome (BMES).
Complex regional pain syndrome (CRPS) has been known by many other names, including:
Reflex sympathetic dystrophy syndrome (RSDS)
Algodystrophy
Causalgia
Transient osteoporosis
Post-traumatic dystrophy
Reflex neurovascular dystrophy
The International Association for the Study of Pain (IASP) introduced the term CRPS in 1994 to describe a variety of post-traumatic neuropathic pain conditions in the limbs. However, the name change from RSDS to CRPS has not been universally accepted.

“Listen-whatever it is that makes you wake up, whatever it is that makes you feel a moment of peace or a glimmer of hope, just keep it close. Please, live for it. Make sure that you focus on it. Make sure that you make time for it. I don’t care what it is.
You have to understand that happiness does not have to be this big all-consuming thing. Sometimes happiness is your morning cup of coffee. Sometimes it is the smell in the street after it rains, or your favorite song played on repeat for three hours straight. Sometimes happiness is your friend’s laughter or the way the sky looks through the trees in your favorite park.
If it keeps you going, if it ignited something within you, it doesn’t matter how small or grand it is. Just hold on to it. Let it save you.”
~Bianca Sparacino

Art is that for me.

Nervember Post – Gratitude 11.28.2024

Back to the drawing board. Though 2023 was a fantastic year of wellness and possibilities, 2024, blessed with moments of Grace between challenging days has been long and pushes me to tap into lessons learned and to seek new wisdom to heal more stuff…
… Again.
Future Art Offerings will be coming to patrons from the Ostrich Cot.
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Throwback-but-Thankful Thursday:
To understand my Gratitude around the discovery and support I received from the #OstrichCot you can Click Through to see portrait examples from Ten Years Ago here:  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VQYG6s6LBR0
P.S.
These are portraits in progress from the Arachnoiditis Survivor Portrait Project.
New Portrait Order Options Are Not Available at this time.

Nervember Post 11.26.2024 Spinal Arachnoiditis and CSF Flow Blockage

A preventable permanent spinal cord injury, “Chronic adhesive spinal arachnoiditis (SA) is a complex disease process that results in spinal cord tethering, CSF flow blockage, intradural adhesions, spinal cord edema, and sometimes syringomyelia.
Mechanism:
When the CSF cannot circulate freely, it can build up pressure within the spinal cord, causing fluid-filled cavities to form.
Symptoms:
Symptoms can vary depending on the location and size of the obstruction but may include pain, weakness, numbness, muscle atrophy, spinal headaches, and impaired coordination in the affected areas of the body.”
Prevention is the only cure.
https://www.medicinenet.com/is_there_a_cure_for_adhesive_arachnoiditis/article.htm
Image| Axial View of Thoracic Spine MRI post off-label use of spinal anesthesia containing 5% lidocaine with epinephrine.
See also:
“Potential Neurotoxicity of Spinal Anesthesia with Lidocaine”
Michael E. Johnson MD, PhD
https://www.mayoclinicproceedings.org/article/S0025-6196(11)64644-2/fulltext

NERVEmber Post 11.22.2024 MEDICAL TRAUMA (Image credits to sources as noted)

“We don’t talk about medical trauma all that often. But for many, trauma at the hands of healthcare professionals is real — and knowing how to heal matters.
https://psychcentral.com/ptsd/medical-trauma
#MedicalHarmSurvivors
#TraumaInformedCare
#DoNoHarm
” Around 1 in every 10 patients is harmed in health care and more than 3 million deaths occur annually due to unsafe care.”
https://www.who.int/news-room/fact-sheets/detail/patient-safety

Medical trauma is a form of psychological trauma resulting from medical diagnosis or intervention. The resulting symptoms can include post traumatic stress disorder (PTSD), depression, anxiety, and disrupted sleep. Through acknowledgement and acceptance — and with the proper treatment from a mental healthcare professional — most people can manage their symptoms and experience full recovery from this kind of trauma.
https://www.choosingtherapy.com/medical-trauma/
Medical Trauma: How to Cope When Treatment Hurt You
https://hartzellcounseling.com/medical-trauma-how-to-cope-when-treatment-hurt-you/

Medical visits can significantly trigger trauma for survivors of patient harm, as the healthcare environment can re-traumatize them by reminding them of previous negative experiences, particularly when elements like invasive procedures, loss of control, or power imbalances are present, causing anxiety, fear, and flashbacks.

Trauma-informed care:
Healthcare providers should be trained in trauma-informed care practices, which involve understanding how trauma can impact patients and taking steps to create a safe and supportive environment.
Open communication:
Allowing patients to share their experiences with past medical trauma and openly discussing concerns before any procedures.
Patient autonomy:
Providing patients with choices and control over their care whenever possible.
Respectful approach:
Using empathetic language, validating patients’ feelings, and avoiding unnecessary touch or pressure.
Collaboration with mental health professionals:
If needed, involving mental health professionals to support patients through difficult medical encounters.

Chronic Pain and PTSD
Sadie E. Larsen, PhD and Katherine E. Hadlandsmyth, PhD

When people experience both chronic pain and posttraumatic stress disorder (PTSD), each condition can exacerbate the other. This article provides information and options to providers working with people who have both PTSD and chronic pain.
https://www.ptsd.va.gov/professional/treat/cooccurring/chronic_pain_guide.asp

Medical trauma or medical post-traumatic stress disorder is painfully under-represented, yet overwhelmingly common.

What Is Medical PTSD?
Simply put, medical PTSD is PTSD. Most, if not all, typical symptoms of PTSD are congruent with those of Medical PTSD. The only difference is in the traumatic event itself.

Medical PTSD is caused by trauma from life-threatening illnesses, medical malpractice, traumatic birth, severe pediatric illnesses and more.
https://www.cdlsusa.org/medical-ptsd-its-real-and-impacts-my-everyday-life/

MEDICAL ERROR; Secondary Trauma

The Anesthesiologist who caused the spinal cord injury I survived was simply doing what he was taught following the guidelines for the Accepted Average Standard of Care in NYS. In my extensive experience as a patient, most practitioners have good intentions.

Coping strategies for caregivers after a medical error.
“Caregivers can be impacted by medical error. When a medical error occurs, the patient is not the only person affected.”
https://accelerate.uofuhealth.utah.edu/improvement/coping-with-medical-error-secondary-trauma
“The Darkest Hour of One’s Professional Medical Career”
https://wellmd.stanford.edu/content/dam/sm/wellmd/documents/Coping-with-adverse-patient-outcomes.pdf
#PatientHarm
#MedicalError
#SecondVictim
#WalkingEachOtherHome

NERVEmber Post 11.21.2024 ~ Nerve Pain and The Anatomy of Sitting

“Prolonged sitting, especially on an unsupportive surface, can flatten the natural curves of our spine, placing undue stress on the vertebrae and surrounding tissues. The lumbar curve is especially at risk. When we slouch on a sofa, this curve diminishes, leading to a strain on the discs between the vertebrae. Over time, this can lead to discomfort, fatigue, and long-term health issues.”
https://dantefurniture.co.uk/blogs/lifestyle-and-wellbeing/sofas-and-your-spine-the-connection-between-sitting-and-posture

“In this time where most people are currently still working from home, it can be tempting to stay on the sofa with your laptop all day. But, this is far worse and can do a lot more damage to your back and neck than sitting at a desk or a table.
[…]
As most sofas have a deep seat, it can be tricky sitting upright in a comfortable way – especially if you have shorter legs. Add two or three cushions behind you to support your upper back to prevent from slumping. Supporting your upper back rather than your lower will help to keep your pelvis and your spine upright and your head will also be better balanced which will then reduce pressure on the lower back. Experiment with how many cushions you use to find your most comfortable position.”
https://swyfthome.com/blogs/lifestyle/sit-on-a-sofa-to-avoid-back-pain
Vagopathy
“Vagopathy is the result of the “facedown lifestyle” looking at screens and phones all day, traumatic injury, hypermobility syndromes, and degenerative wear and tear. The subsequent neck instabilities these problems cause is “vagopathy” (the destruction of the vagus nerve). The resulting compression and altered signals of the vagus nerve can lead to a condition called sympathetic dominance. This is a situation where a person feels stressed all the time. This is more than phycological stress, this can be a structural stress.”
https://caringmedical.com/prolotherapy-news/sleep/

NERVEmber Post 11.20.2024 ~ The Truth About Epidural Steroid Injections

This 2014 video gives a good demo, at the 00:30ish mark, of how spinal injections can have an impact on spinal nerves and discusses the balance between risks and benefits.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cPieVQdXP58
Always request that spinal injections be guided live by medical imaging, fluoroscopy, during the procedure. Cancel or Reschedule if this option is not available.
When receiving spinal anesthesia, always confirm what anesthetic is being used and that is safe for spinal use. Check the adverse events listings to find out more about it before your procedure.
The campaign to push this arachnoiditis awareness effort forward was partially inspired by the deaths and adverse outcomes of people who survived the 2012 nationwide fungal meningitis outbreak caused by epidural steroid injections.
Designed to empower arachnoiditis survivors, The Survivor Portrait project was part of this awareness campaign after I was asked to tell my own story. Between 2014 and 2018 this project grew into an international creative wellness resource serving survivors in 93 countries. (WordPressReport 2015)
https://sheilalynnkart.com/section/396432_Arachnoiditis_Survivor_A_Portrait_of.html

More About the fungal meningitis outbreak:
“In 2012, a multistate outbreak of fungal meningitis occurred after patients received contaminated steroid injections from the New England Compounding Center (NECC) in Framingham, Massachusetts:
Timeline: The first case was confirmed in Tennessee on September 18, 2012. By October 23, 2013, there were 751 patients and 64 deaths.
Causes: The contaminated steroid was methylprednisolone acetate (MPA), which was preservative-free. The NECC used fictional and celebrity names on fake prescriptions to dispense the drugs.
Response: The CDC, state and local health departments, and the FDA investigated the outbreak. Clinics and health departments contacted patients who received the contaminated injections and referred them for treatment.
Sentences: More than a dozen people linked to the compounding pharmacy were convicted, including:
Barry Cadden: Sentenced to nine years in prison in 2017, then resentenced to 14.5 years in 2021. In 2024, he was sentenced to 10 to 15 years in prison on Michigan state charges of manslaughter.
Carla Conigliaro: Sentenced to one year of probation and a $4,500 fine.
Douglas Conigliaro: Sentenced to two years of probation and a $55,000 fine.
Gene Svirskiy: Sentenced to 30 months in prison and one year of supervised release.
Christopher Leary: Sentenced to two years of probation and 100 hours of community service.”

#ArachnoiditisSurvivor
#ArachnoiditisAwareness

NERVEmber ~ A SITTING DISABILITY

EVERY CHAIR. EVERYWHERE.
Having a sitting disability brings out interesting social observations. People get very antsy if you don’t sit down when they are seated.
It’s rare to find an exception to this behavioral conditioning.
During neurological flares, I have yet to find a chair that does not quickly feel like the one shown here.
Trust me when I say, I have tried.
If you see me sitting and I seem exceptionally distracted it is because there is likely an entirely secondary dialogue happening in my mind to talk myself out of the belief that I am being stabbed incessantly while I sit there.
…AND wondering when this “flare” will be over…
Hint: A person with a sitting disability caused by an injury to the sympathetic or autonomic nervous system may also be wearing many layers of clothing to buffer the impact and/or manage the intermittent bizarre hot and cold flashes that are part of this package. #CRPSawareness #SpinalArachnoiditisAwareness
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“A “sitting disability” is the result of a medical condition causing severe pain when an individual is sitting. It is typically a symptom of an underlying condition, such as lower back pain, sciatic nerve pain, piriformis syndrome, or failed back surgery syndrome. It may also be related to fibromyalgia, myofascial pain syndrome, pudendal neuralgia, or coccydynia. The period of time sitting comfortably varies per individual.”
“A sitting disability is a medical condition that makes it difficult or impossible to sit, usually due to pain. It can affect people with or without chronic standing issues, including those who use mobility aids.
Sitting disabilities can be caused by a number of conditions, including:
• Chronic back pain
• Pain from the pelvis
• Pain from nerves, ligaments, muscles, or fascia
• Conditions related to the nervous system
• Sciatic nerve pain
• Piriformis syndrome
• Failed back surgery syndrome
• Fibromyalgia
• Myofascial pain syndrome
• Pudendal neuralgia
Sitting disability is an umbrella term that groups people with a variety of medical conditions together based on their common consequences. These consequences can include: Difficulty fitting into the prevailing norms of a sitting society, Difficulty traveling, Difficulty retaining employment, and Feelings of distrust or inauthenticity.”
https://www.painscale.com/article/what-is-a-sitting-disability
#NERVEmber is Nerve Pain Awareness Month
Though individual experiences vary greatly due to the diverse causes of sitting disability, additional support and information about life with a sitting disability can be found at:
“I am vertical living with a sitting disability”
https://overland.org.au/2021/07/i-am-vertical-living-with-a-sitting-disability/
“What happens when you can’t sit down.”
https://myuprightlife.com/index.php/sitting-disabilities/health-conditions/
“Falling through the cracks; recognizing sitting disabilities.”
https://www.tandfonline.com/doi/full/10.1080/09687599.2018.1545111
“I have a sitting disability. What that means.”
https://www.christinairene.com/wp/archives/1914
Image| Found in the public domain on a traveling blog many years ago when I was writing about traveling as an arachnoiditis survivor doing portraits to empower other survivors. I’ve lost track of who posted it. If you know the source, please let me know so that I can post proper credit. Thanks!

NERVEmber ~ AEDM Post 11.18.2024 ~ “Why Be Happy When You Can Be Normal”

I have noticed when all the lights are on, people tend to talk about what they are doing – their outer lives. Sitting round in candlelight or firelight, people start to talk about how they are feeling ~ their inner lives. They speak subjectively, they argue less, there are longer pauses. To sit alone without electric light is curiously creative. I have my best ideas at dawn or at nightfall, but not if I switch on the lights, then I start thinking about projects, demands, deadlines, and the shadows and shapes of the house become objects, not suggestions, things that need to be done, not a background to thought.
~Jeanette Winterson
Author of Oranges Are Not The Only Fruit
and
Why Be Happy When You Can Be Normal
https://www.jeanettewinterson.com/

NERVEmber and AEDM Post 11.15.2024 ~ “You don’t have to be pretty.”

Studio selfie 2022

You don’t have to be pretty. You don’t owe prettiness to anyone. Not to your boyfriend/spouse/partner, not to your co-workers, especially not to random men on the street. You don’t owe it to your mother, you don’t owe it to your children, you don’t owe it to civilization in general. Prettiness is not a rent you pay for occupying a space marked ‘female.‘”
– Erin McKean
Flashback Friday – posted for Art Every Day Month 2015“Human, Naturally”
Survival and recovery impact the individual sense of vanity. Be it the superficial cliche concept of “beauty” or a long-lived appreciation of our “inner beauty”, our self-image seldom escapes the experience unscathed. For all time but, especially, in modern culture; the pressure to conform to the concepts of beauty and grooming of the status quo is directly linked to our ability to be taken seriously by the influential populations of society.

Not only must Survivors overcome the physical limitations imposed upon them but, we must also find a balance within ourselves which allows us to reconcile the alterations in our physical appearance which result from that struggle.
[…]
The reality is, that our appearance can condemn us to a marginal existence. Subconsciously, we fight against that. We think nothing of using the convenient products available to us to allow us to prevent that from happening.

~slk
Read more about the social conditioning around the relationship between looking healthy and feeling healthy at artforarachnoiditis.org here:
https://artforarachnoiditis.org/2015/11/13/art-every-day-month-day-13/
#NERVEmber
#OpenlyGrey

NERVEmber and AEDM Post 11.15.2024 “Autumn Ice” and CRPS and Bones

When uncontrolled or “flaring” …
Most commonly, CRPS presents with hot, red, swelling and burning pain when the nerves allow too much blood to enter the vessels. However, in some cases, like mine, it can also present as feeling perpetually cold with blueness in the skin, cold flashes and chills with cold pain similar to frost bite because the opposite occurs. The nerves don’t allow enough blood to enter the vessels. (Paraphrasing/over-simplifying this explanation as it was described to me years ago.)
For many it includes the body’s inability to regulate temperature.
Usually, I hurt before I know the temperature has dropped. Cold sends pain signals instead of thermal warning signs.
Because:
The sympathetic nervous system plays a role in the chronic cold phase of complex regional pain syndrome (CRPS):
Vasoconstriction
During the chronic cold phase, α-adrenoreceptors become more sensitive to circulating catecholamines, which leads to vasoconstriction and decreased blood flow.
Sympathetically mediated pain
Adrenoreceptors on nociceptive fibers lead to sympatho-afferent coupling, which produces sympathetically mediated pain.


Other aspects of CRPS include:
Allodynia: People with CRPS may experience sensations like warmth or cold as painful.

Neurogenic inflammation: The redness and swelling of CRPS may be different from normal swelling after an injury.

Hypoxia: Restricted blood flow reduces oxygen in tissues, which causes pain.

Bone abnormalities: CRPS is often associated with thinning or remodeling of bone, which can irritate nearby nerves.

Movement disorders: Many people with CRPS have impaired muscle strength and movement disorders.

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CRPS (Complex Regional Pain Syndrome) is a known consequential condition of spinal adhesive arachnoiditis.
Arachnoiditis is a preventable spinal cord injury caused by the neurotoxins in spinal injections and invasive spinal procedures.
Gastroparesis is known to be associated with both.
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Art| “Autumn Ice”
Tree Project in the Creative Wellness Garden
sheilalynnkart.com

When facing a chronic illness with no cure and no available treatment, the most important steps are to educate yourself about your condition, build a strong support system, prioritize self-care through healthy lifestyle choices, seek professional help from doctors and therapists, and explore potential management strategies to optimize your quality of life; this may involve managing symptoms, participating in clinical trials, and finding ways to adapt to limitations caused by the illness.
#Nervember #CRPSAwareness #ArachnoiditisAwareness
#MGUSPeripheralNeuropathyAwareness

SOCIAL MEDIA USE

NERVEmber Selfie for Social Media Profile Picture

Despite my longstanding struggle with over-use of social media, I believe it is a powerful tool that can be used to create healthy connections.
“With great power comes great responsibility.”
~Stan Lee after Voltaire (maybe?)
Side note: fact-checking is only as reliable as the sources providing the “facts”… Hence the current long season of doubt.
‘With Great Power Comes Great Responsibility’: From Age-Old Axiom to Spider-Man’s Mantra
It all started with Jesus. Or Muhammad. Or the Reign of Terror.
By Ellen Gutoskey |Mar 29, 2024
https://www.mentalfloss.com/posts/with-great-power-comes-great-responsibility-phrase-origins
#DefyTheSpin
#OwnTheChoices

Quilt Raffle ~Ends 5.27.2016

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TICKETS ON SALE NOW. BUY THEM HERE

“Threads of Hope” is a collaborative Fabric Art Project[85” x 92” Queen Size Quilt]  Organized by Linda Funsch,Designed and Pieced by The Art For Arachnoiditis Quilt Group of Arachnoiditis Survivors:

Linda Funsch, Grand Blanc, MI

Elisabeth Andersson, Vancouver, British Columbia, Canada

Paula Salum Barber, Lawton, OK

Maria Call, Tucson, AZ

Cheryl Commarato, Colonia, NJ

Pat Griffith, Nevada, MO

Wende Starr, Allen Park, MI

Larisa Bass Stogsdill, Midwest City, OK

Mo Thomas , North Kingstown, RI

And quilted by Linda Funsch

They have generously donated this Quilt to The Art For Arachnoiditis Project YEAR 2 Survivors’ Art Exhibit 2016 Fundraiser as a Raffle Quilt

Tickets will be sold online in The Art For Arachnoiditis Shop at sheilalynnkart.com and at SheilaLynnK Art Studio. Threads of Hope will be on display during the Year 2 Exhibit. Opening April 30, 2016 through May 28, 2016 in Wellsville NY.

Proceeds from the raffle will benefit The Art For Arachnoiditis Project

Tickets are $1 each [OR Receive EXTRA tickets when purchasing online=TWO for $1]  For ONLINE purchases: Ticket Numbers will be delivered to you via email. Please allow 24-48 hours minimum for processing. Thank you for your patience. Contact the studio if you have any questions about your order.

If you prefer to purchase your tickets through the mail ($1 each or Six for $5), do so at:     The Art for Arachnoiditis Project at SheilaLynnK Art Studio, 345 South Main Street, Wellsville, NY 14895.  Please make checks & money orders payable to: 

SheilaLynnK Art Studio, Memo: The Art for Arachnoiditis Project                                                        (Stickers with your name & phone number for ticket orders of $10.00 or more are greatly appreciated)  The Winning Ticket will be drawn at 4:00pm On Saturday, May 28th during Open Studio Hours at SheilaLynnK Art Studio. Need not be present to win. The Quilt will be available for pick-up or delivery AFTER the YEAR 2 exhibit closes.

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TWO for $1

RAFFLE TICKET PURCHASES ARE NOT TAX-DEDUCTIBLE

Fiscally sponsored by the New York Foundation for the Arts, tax-deductible contributions can be made to

The Art For Arachnoiditis Project via checks made payable to The New York Foundation for the Arts

Memo: The Art For Arachnoiditis Project mailed to SheilaLynnK Art Studio

Or Online at The Art for Arachnoiditis Project  sheilalynnkart.com ~Events page

Join the Art For Arachnoiditis Project. WE aren’t finished yet.

Our Mission
Our Mission. [The Art for Arachnoiditis Project is a fiscally sponsored project of The New York Foundation for the Arts]
Our first Art Exhibit will feature Art By Spinal Arachnoiditis Survivors. Although the entry deadline has passed for work to be included in this April 2015 exhibit, it is NEVER too late to submit your Survivor Story and/or art to be included in the Art By Surivivors collection here. All entries received after the Feb. 15, 2015 deadline our reserved for consideration in future exhibits.

2014-2015 CATEGORIES: Arachnoiditis Survivor Portrait Project, Arachnoiditis In Real Life (digital photo series), Art By Survivors (see the slide show on right side of our Home page) and Art For Sale By SurvivorsSurvivors’ Stories are still being accepted for use on this website and for consideration in future project publications.  See the 2014-2015 Categories Registration Form for additional details and instructions.

We continue to receive and accept entries for the Album of the Survivors and/or the Map of Survivors.

Map of Spinal Arachnoiditis Survivors Registered at the Art For Arachnoiditis Project (3.17.15)
Map of Spinal Arachnoiditis Survivors Registered at the Art For Arachnoiditis Project (190+ registered as of 3.17.15)

Not sure what kind of art to make? Although you are never under any obligation to share the results, Healing Art Activities are a good way to begin making art. It would be an honor to share your process and outcomes with the world.

We are especially interested in seeing what you make of Healing Art Activity #20.

ANOTHER EASY WAY TO PARTICIPATE:

WE want your empty prescription bottles
WE want your empty orange and white prescription bottles

Do you have a bunch of these and don’t know what to do with them? Want to support the project but not sure how to contribute? Send your empty, clean (ORANGE w/ WHITE LIDS) script bottles to the Art For Arachnoiditis project at Sheilalynnk Art Studio with a slip of paper inside the bottle saying, “I am an Arachnoiditis Survivor” or “End Arachnoiditis Now”(if you do not have arachnoiditis). We will re-purpose them into art. [PLEASE BE SURE TO REMOVE ALL LABELS/NAMES/ID info]  

These bottles will be utilized in the completion of a NEW Arachnoiditis Awareness Art project being assembled at SheilaLynnK Art Studio for display in the NEXT exhibit. [Date, location, and CALL FOR ENTRIES TBA]

 

THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING. HOPE YOU WILL JOIN US ON THIS JOURNEY.

 

UPDATE : THE PRESCRIPTION BOTTLES WERE USED IN THE PUBLIC EXHIBITION INTERACTIVE INSTALLATION TITLED: “Limited Liberty”

Watch the video

 

Arachnoiditis Art published September 2014

Art For Arachnoiditis Awareness
Cover Art & Essay The Journal of Pain & Palliative Care Pharmacotherapy Sep 2014

This artwork and story were first licensed to Pain Exhibit.org to promote Arachnoiditis Awareness in 2013. Started in 2010 and completed in 2012, the 36″ x 36″ acrylic painting on stretched canvas was featured in the first video of the 2014 AIM|Hatchfund campaign to raise funds for the Arachnoiditis Survivor Portrait Project at SheilaLynnK Art Studio.

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This painting was also displayed on a Sprint jumbotron digital screen in Times Square as part of the Art Takes Times Square 2012 campaign via Artists Wanted and has been featured in American News Report National Pain Report.September 2013

This last piece in the Facing Phases Series(2009-2012) is dedicated to fellow adhesive arachnoiditis patients and the support networks that keep them going.

The Story: 

Honesty & Hope (a.k.a. No Pain, No Gain)
This painting is a self-portrait of my adaptation to life with arachnoiditis.

I was a healthy, active, productive member of my community. I was a teacher, youth advocate, and artist. I have been a single parent of three amazing children since 1994.

In March 2007, at the age of 37, I had a routine right knee arthroscopy to correct an established work-related injury. During this procedure I was given spinal anesthesia which contained 5% lidocaine, w/dextrose and epinephrine (xylocaine). My knee healed well. In the weeks that followed the procedure my coordination and balance began to deteriorate. I began having excruciating pain in both ears. I could hear everything. I had persistent nausea and developed perpetual positional headaches. These headaches were relieved only when hanging upside down over the side of my bed. I had to lie down on my office floor to continue my work obligations. I managed to do this through the
summer months but eventually was forced to take a medical leave of absence.

The left side of my face and body began to go numb. My left leg would give out unexpectedly. Sometimes I couldn’t tell if my foot was touching the ground. Other times it felt like I was walking on thistles in my bare feet. While sitting at my desk it felt like my leg was laying in a puddle of ice water.

I was diagnosed with gastroparesis of unknown origin. I developed painful muscle spasms in my extremities. Painful spasms around my shoulder blades restricted the range of motion in my arms. At night I would wake up unable to move them at all. I developed persistent pelvic pain, abdominal pain, and constant pain through my left ribcage. By November of 2007, I could not walk from my front door to my car without assistance. Too much time in a vertical position resulted in bowel and bladder dysfunction. The crippling headaches induced vomiting. My legs would not hold me up. I developed sacroiliitis/sacroiliac joint dysfunction. This causes pain and inflammation in the back of the hip joints and pinches the sciatic nerve.

I lost my job. I could no longer maintain my three story house or take care of our beloved epileptic golden retriever, Lily. We could not find anyone else willing to take on that responsibility. She had to be put down. I was physically unable to stop the neighbors rescued Rottweiler from tormenting my daughter on the way home from school when it got loose. I was unable to stop those dogs from killing our cat, Sophie. My children were finishing high school and I missed out on the majority of that process.

Local practitioners were unable to solve the mystery of my symptoms. Finally, in 2010, I received a conclusive diagnosis. The specialist told me that I had spinal adhesive arachnoiditis in the lumbar and thoracic spine. My early symptoms were apparently caused by effects similar to chemical meningitis. The anesthesia used in my procedure was not FDA approved for spinal use. It left significant nerve damage and scarring in the thoracic and lumbar region of my spine. This scarring had obstructed the rotation of cerebrospinal fluid. It was pooling in my lumbar region and thoracic region. It had formed a pseudocyst which was displacing the spinal cord in the thoracic region (in between my shoulder blades). There was not enough fluid around my brain. This had caused significant bilateral trauma to the nerves in my ears. There was scarring in the tip of my spinal cord from a needle that had penetrated the conus. Spinal anesthesia is NOT guided
by fluoroscopy. I was told that there is no cure for this condition. Subsequent diagnostic procedures: spinal tap, epidural blood patch, and radionucleide cisternogram had added to this injury to my spinal nerves, spinal cord, and central nervous system. My body now interprets cold as pain. I was informed that there is no cure for this condition.

The specialist deemed me permanently disabled. Vocational Rehabilation determined that I was unemployable. For the rest of my life I will have to lie down every three hours to control spinal fluid levels. I use an inversion table every day. Opiates do NOT relieve the nerve pain that I experience. My children and I relocated to a much smaller, single story, home about two miles from the pain management clinic. Accommodations learned there permitted me to regain some range of motion and some strength in my lower extremities. Time management has become a crucial part of my adaptation to life with arachnoiditis. Art and horizontal time spent with my infant Grandson healed my heart and mind. Being Honest, every Hope and every Gain is tainted by the knowledge that it will be accompanied by pain, ALWAYS.

I am currently working with vocational rehabilitation to meet my self-employment goals in my live/work studio space.~sheila l. kalkbrenner

 

Sample Survivor Portrait In Progress

OLYMPUS DIGITAL CAMERA  We join this project already in progress…

 

Hanging on to summer as long as I can, such as it is in upstate New York this year, I have been spending as much time as possible outside, away from my computer, as much as I can. 

Although I have not worked on it since May 2014, I have resumed working on it with intentions to complete the drawing by September 1st…in time for the Wellsville Art Association Annual Member Show.   I am not an expert in the use of colored pencils. I am enjoying exploring this media. 

On a more personal note, this image has become a composite of multiple characters and sacred geometry & colors which influence, empower, and reflect me on this journey into the world of arachnoiditis.   I explored this symbolism during the Root:30 Day Journal Project with Lisa Sonora Beam and The Mandala Project from my show Around Now In A Square Time.

The Platypus is a new totem which represents a new dimension of the character of the person I am now.

The Arachnoiditis Survivor Portrait Project has been designed to permit me to make composite drawings of other survivors. Using imagery of traits, characteristics, and interests, these portraits will depict an image of the person NOT the “patient”. When I have accumulated what feels like enough of these drawings, I will host a public exhibition to increase awareness and prevention efforts. The collection will become a portrait of what it means to live with arachnoiditis. Hopefully, this will take place some time in 2015. 

My first interview is with an Arachnoiditis Survivor in South Bend, Indiana. He is also a survivor of the 2012 Fungal Meningitis Outbreak. I am looking forward to meeting him and hope that I can do justice to his story. ~Sheila L. Kalkbrenner 

 

Logo~Arachnoiditis Society for Awareness and Prevention

Logo~Arachnoiditis Society for Awareness and Prevention

Logo designed for ASAP by Survivor & artist, Nicola Reeves

Additional information and support for Arachnoiditis Survivors can also be found at:

Arachnoiditis Canada.com http://www.arachnoiditiscanada.com/

Arachnoiditis USA  http://www.arachnoiditisusa.com/

Arachnoiditis.CO.UK http://www.arachnoiditis.co.uk/index.php/component/content/article/11-about-arachnoiditis/6-symptoms

Arachnoiditis Foundation, Inc. http://www.arachnoiditis.com/

The Burton Report on Adhesive Arachnoiditis  http://www.burtonreport.com/infspine/adhesarachhomepage.htm

Circle of Friends with Arachnoidits (COFWA)http://www.cofwa.org/COFWA.htm

The End Depo-Medrol Now Campaign (EDNC) on Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/user/EndDepoNowCampaign and Google+ : https://plus.google.com/111646574436469623728/about

Support Groups and chats can be found via Life With Arachnoiditis on Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/pages/Life-With-Arachnoiditis/97169665773?ref=ts    and  Private groups on this list:  https://www.facebook.com/search/str/arachnoiditis/pages-named